"Why Me?"

My burden for Cuba has stolen my heart, I have found myself lost in thought and confusion. I have been in Missions my whole life and have a Heart of a Missionary. God gave me a burden for Cuba and I just cannot stop thinking about it and asking, "Why this country and why Me of all people?" Maybe God did see a reason for keeping me alive at birth, maybe my greater purpose is to follow Him and serve Him in that country. I stand in awe of Him and at the things He has done in my life, what He is doing, and what He will do. Missions is all I have ever known and SO many places capture me and bring tears to my eyes at what great things God is doing, but the only country that has really captivated me is Cuba. God is blessing me with the opportunity of going to the Dominican Republic in a few months... I pray that this trip allows me to find a answer, changes my life dramatically, and best of all lets me be a great blessing to this country.

I love Him

I love God with all my heart because he cares. I love him because he gave me life. I love him because he loves me. I love him because he was hit me in my strom. I love him! I love him because he is so worthy. I can't express my love in just words I want to show him more and more how much I love him. I want to express my love in ways only I could show him. He is so amazing and has been SO good to me. He is my one true love and nothing matters more to me than Him. He came into my life and healed my heart when it was broken, and I'm holding his hand and will never ever let go again. Don't stop loving him.

Mmm...random? just read =)

I can't believe I have been in Europe for almost 6 months now....its crazy. Why does there have to be this thing called water? Why can't anything just happen in a snap of a finger? Because Its God's will and his way. Because he meant for this world to be like this, and if there was no water, there would be no fish, if there was no fish there'd be no food for the other animals in the water, and if there wasn't any other animals in the water well there just wouldn't be right. Things can't happen in a snap of a finger because it just doesn't work that way, because theres this thing called time, and time has been around for trillions of years and if we took time away then we would be in trouble. Time makes things happen, time is important in our daily lives, we must have a time for God. God made time. God is the Creator and we are to obey him for we are his servants. God makes everything happen, without him there is no "us" nor is there anything else. Things happen for a reason no matter what it is, and it will always be happening. "Random without a settled point of direction, aim, or purpose" is what everyone else is, but we the people of God are not one bit random, for we are aiming for the most high cause and we have a purpose of doing what we do.

He's Here

Many times in my life especially in these past months I have felt alone. I have realzied through these months the one person thats really holding me together is God. He's by my side no matter what is gonna on and no matter how much my heart hurts, he's here. If I'm thinking about a person its Him even if I may be excited about making my trips and such, I'm always thinking about him. He's my King, my savior, my Lord and always on my mind. The best thing is he's thinking about me too. And when I leave my parents he will be my strength, he will guide me, he will be my friend to talk to when I need someone to talk to. He will hold me tight in the storms that I face. He's here, forever and always. Call on that name and he'll come

This morning as my dad was preaching he was talking about the things people think about a person. It hit me what I think about people and how I sometimes judge them for what they look like or how they act,and what they think about me and how it sometimes affects others.But really the only thing that matters is what God thinks. After service the holy ghost was moving on me and it made me realize how important the church we were in meant to me,after all Bro.Jimmy Whites church in Kinder LA has been one of my favorite churches apart from a church in New York,I will Never Ever forget that night and I must add Jamacians are AWESOME!! But going back to Bro.White,as alter call was ending Bro.White got us in the middle of the alter and asked the people to pray that God would help us...to me nothing means more than knowing a whole church is praying for me and my parents while we were/are in Spain and for my brother as he goes to school.After they prayed for us they asked me to come in the middle so all the ladies could give me a special offering which ended up being $99 dollars which is good enough for me! They did the same for Phillip except it was men and he got a little less than me. But anyways that church will always be in my heart and I just felt like sharing.;)

My Heart All For God

God will never let me go,his mark is upon my heart. My heart is exposed and I want the world to know. God light the dark in my heart,make it brighter than it was even more than it now.Where I walk let my light show thats in my heart.Let it be real for everyone to see and believe.I’m going to show Spain your love with all my heart,help me do that,give me courage and strenght. The people of Spain need your love more and more each day,you see them in sin.I want to be bold and go into Spain with your love and show your love. If this is your desire let it be done...forfil your will in my heart because I want no more drawbacks in my life.My heart and life is now in you hands,its yours for the keeping. Promise you’ll never let me go.

Potential

So the past 3 days I've been at TBC having fun at Preview weekend but I am now VERY tried,I haven't had much sleep at all these past few nights..Ah! But anyways I was sitting in the class "Youth Ministries" and the teacher let the TBC students that were there has sort of a youth service and they all did good talking about Potential. The 1st guy had a beta shark and talking about how sharks can grow up to 20 ft and weigh up to 3,500 pounds. He talked about how about how a shark has to be the potential to be that big,and how when we grow in God we can have the potential to be SO much more,and what we can become. The next 2 girls did good and they used browines,they asked who wanted a browine and everyone raised their hand so they pulled out the browine mix and gave people some and talked about how you have to mix your life with the potential to get so far. I can't remember exactly what the last guy talked about because my mind in blank but it made me think how much potential I actually have when I grow and mix in more and more with God every day and what I can become if I let him take control. Anyways thats just my thought